MIKKI and ME

ab initio...

2010-01-18T14:20:00.004+08:00

Today started off really nicely~!
My prayer was answered.
I was still able to collect my edusave scholarship,
though i missed it yesterday.
Really thank God for that...its $400! not $4!
Before I went to collect my cheque,
I told Cheryl that I'll not be going already.
Since LH slept super 'early' yesterday,
the trip was cancelled.
I was already feeling quite guilty and so when Cheryl told me that
the trip was cancelled,
I felt really awful...how could I???
SORRY CHERYL #_#!!
Came home, ate brunch and slack.
Watched television until Rachel called.
After about an hour of talking,
Rachel said she had a headache and so we ended the call.
While I was thinking of what to do next,
I saw a notebook underneath a bible.
Out of curiosity, I grabbed it and took a look at what is written inside.
I was flabbergasted when I saw that there were many bible verses inside.
I never knew that my bro was such a person.
I mean I didn't know he was so holy and stuffs...
He's probably more faithful than I am,
probably trusting God more than I do,
probably loving God more than I do.
I don't know.
It's all about JESUS!
I was so shock!
Then I realised that the one that I hated was probably not him...
but someone else...
the one that was instigating these feelings in me.
I believe this is the work of JESUS...
I don't know when it started...
but HE probably thinks that it's time for me to know this...

PISSED...

2010-01-17T19:58:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I've written anything on this blog.
Hmm...so why pissed?
Actually...I was only pissed like since an hour ago...
Before I say anything, let me tell you what I've did for today?
Went to church in the morning and the message for the day was really good.
Came back at around 1.30pm.
I was too bored that I just lied on the sofa until around 3.30pm?
Then I brought mikki for a walk....
I didn't really want to at first because it was so hot and stuffy out there!
But I had to...
I havent been doing my part as Mikki's 'jie' and he's getting closer to my bro,
especially after my bro bathed him...how irksome!!!
Brought him for a walk and he was on cloud nine...
While I was outside, my dad called and
he was praising my bro for this and that and blaming me for this and that...
he's always comparing everything that my bro does well...
this whole thing of praising him and upbraiding (is there such a word?) me is driving me crazy!!!
To sum it all up, he made an unnecessary call, not knowing that I HATE such things...
it infuriates me!
went home and watched TV...was still pissed but I thought it'll be better to just keep it inside my heart...
After I calmed down, everything went back to normal again.
I know that the devil's trying to make me pissed but I just can't resist it! x_x
Called LiHuan and talked to her and found out that XiaXue actually gave her dog away...
I was like what???
She told me that XX wrote the reasons why so I thought I'll go and see,
though I'm not and will never be her fan.
They were all crap...the reasons!
They aren't even reasons, they're nonsense!
She listed whole list of reasons that were actually the things that she should have considered.
She thought she could train her dog to be the perfect dog,
but even human beings can't be perfect.
She said that she considered for 3 months (i think),
but it's the content that matters...what did you consider?
Having a dog myself, I know it's difficult!
You guys know how friendly Mikki is and how uncontrollable he gets.
I know how it feels to be jealous when you feel that you are not his/her everything.
But so?
So what?
A bond is formed slowly when you see him/her do silly things and you find yourself laughing,
UNEXPECTEDLY!
A bond is formed slowing when you find yourself hugging him/her so tightly even when he/she stinks.
A bond is formed when you forgive him/her no matter what happens.
You must be receptive to receive and generous to give right?
The thing that pissed me the most is when she tries to push the blame.
She blames her dog for EVERYTHING!
But come on, look at the root cause...YOU GOT THE DOG!
Without doing much 'homework' beforehand.
Everything that she wrote just shows others how selfish she is.
Another thing that left me a very bad impression of her was that she uses the F word
so frequently.
I personally dislike vulgar people...I feel that they are very selfish because they always use those words despite the fact that most people don't like that word...especially when it's used on them.
Nevertheless, that's HER blog...she can write anything she wants.
She can fill the whole post with the F word...if she likes. LOL #.#
HAIZ...i'm still trying to find out what's wrong with mikki and me...
what did i do that made mikki turn away from me???
No matter what, I'll still love him!
Will post some photos of mikki and some photos from my taiwan trip soon! B )

Comforter!

2009-06-05T20:59:00.003+08:00

Wednesday was...
those who were with me, you know how i felt after chem spa 3.
I was so afraid that i used the wrong method for my experiment.
SQ, LH, RAC and MAL said that it sounded reasonable and thus it could be accepted.
However, I was still very very scared.
Then before i started studying for biology spa 3 which is on Thursday, I suddenly remember that i promised DADDY that i'll surely read the bible that day.
So i flipped to my daily bread and i was so comforted.
It was about being FREE FROM FEAR...
"Fear is Satan's primary weapon. He moves in response to fear, the way God moves in response to faith. He challenges the promises of God with it. E.g. Peter walking on water....
Faith is developed by meditating on God's word. Fear is developed by meditating on Satan's lies. Such fearful meditation is called worrying. Don't do it! The word of God is the sword of the Spirit. Use it to fight Satan every time he comes against you. Hold up your shield of faith and quench all of his fiery darts. Speak words of faith and fear will depart." [an extract from faith to faith]
Then it asked me to refer to Psalm 27:

1 The LORD is my light and my salvation—

whom shall I fear?

The LORD is the stronghold of my life—

of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When evil men advance against me

to devour my flesh, [a]

when my enemies and my foes attack me,

they will stumble and fall.
3 Though an army besiege me,

my heart will not fear;

though war break out against me,

even then will I be confident.
4 One thing I ask of the LORD,

this is what I seek:

that I may dwell in the house of the LORD

all the days of my life,

to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD

and to seek him in his temple.
5 For in the day of trouble

he will keep me safe in his dwelling;

he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle

and set me high upon a rock.
6 Then my head will be exalted

above the enemies who surround me;

at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy;

I will sing and make music to the LORD.
7 Hear my voice when I call, O LORD;

be merciful to me and answer me.
8 My heart says of you, "Seek his [b] face!"

Your face, LORD, I will seek.
9 Do not hide your face from me,

do not turn your servant away in anger;

you have been my helper.

Do not reject me or forsake me,

O God my Savior.
10 Though my father and mother forsake me,

the LORD will receive me.
11 Teach me your way, O LORD;

lead me in a straight path

because of my oppressors.
12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,

for false witnesses rise up against me,

breathing out violence.
13 I am still confident of this:

I will see the goodness of the LORD

in the land of the living.
14 Wait for the LORD;

be strong and take heart

and wait for the LORD.

After reading, I felt peace in my heart that I didn't really had for the whole day.

I felt so good, I was like," THANK YOU JESUS!"

What a great comforter I have!

Hope that HE is YOURS too!

GRR!

2009-05-28T19:45:00.002+08:00

I HATE MYSELF!!!
I HATE MYSELF FOR:
-BEING SO SLACK
-WASTING SO MUCH TIME ON BLOGGING
-TAKING AFTERNOON NAPS
-SLEEPING FOR EARLY DESPITE OF TAKING AFTERNOON NAPS
-NOT DOING MY BEST IN ALL THAT I DO
-EVERYTHING THAT'S NOT PLEASING!!!
GRR!

With or without regrets?

2009-05-27T19:43:00.002+08:00

Came home today and ate lunch until 3.30pm.
Then I went to sleep till almost 5pm.
Everytime I wake up after an afternoon nap, I'll feel like so guilty.
But I cannot don't sleep because I always dont get a good sleep at night.
Not that I dont want to but I just cant. I'll keep waking up or have lots of dreams.
And now...as all of you can...I'M SLACKING!
Oh no! O level's just round the corner...cannot slack le...
After bathing, I'm going to do my chinese homework and see if I have somemore time for revision.
I hope that I can be alert until 12am and then get super tired and just fall asleep!
Then I wont have to have an afternoon nap tomorrow.
Anyway, went to youtube and found this video.
A bit gross?
It's about 2 dogs mating...ENJOY!

BATTLES

2009-05-26T19:45:00.004+08:00

I believe everyone has a battle to fight.
For me, it's studies.
This battle is one that i can only afford to succeed, I CAN'T FAIL.
I feel that i'm very slack and i'm very scared!
I know that i cannot afford to be slack, but i just can't study the whole day.
I know that studies is not everything, but i really want to excel in it.
Haiz...but compared to people I'm not as hardworking.
BUT BUT...
I have one important chip in my pocket that is: JESUS!
I believe he'll shower blessings and grace upon me.
Not only i have a battle to fight.
Mikki fought a battle as well.
I call it: The Battle between Mikki and the Toilet Brush!
Video of the battle below...

BUSY BUSy BUsy Busy busy!

2009-05-25T19:52:00.004+08:00

Wow! Finally blogging again...

Spent my whole Saturday and Sunday studying for social studies.

I think the paper was quite easy lah but i couldn't finish!

There was like so many things that i've to write in so little time. OH NO!

Pray that i will get at least a B3 for social studies...haiz...

Anyway, Mikki, as usual, spent his time disturbing me and sleeping while i was studying...

He was so noisy that at one point i actually chase him out of the room.

BUT shortly after, i felt so bad so i opened the door and let him in.

Tomorrow having english prelim...but i don't know how to study for it except to memorise the format for letter writing.

These 2 days a lot things happened at home...so pisssssssed off!

But i don't feel like saying because the thought of it just makes me angry!

Shall not talk about unhappy things.

Ok share with you guys same pictures of Mikki sleeping.

I find it very cute but some of them may be quite abstract!

Mikki covered his eyes with the towel when i talked to him

Mikki hugging teddy bear and sleep

Mikki sleeping on my lap and his head is resting on my hand

A zoom in picture of Mikki's face

Tired

2009-05-23T09:41:00.005+08:00

A few days didn't blog le...

All because of J.LIM!!!

I HATE HER!

She made us make notes for the Singapore part of the history textbook which consists of 28 pages!!!

Was chionging yesterday and so i slept at 1.30am plus plus!

So tired now... T.T

Anyway, went home yesterday and bathe Mikki. Promised my dad to do so.

As usual, he made me super wet and i ended up bathing as well.

Then as you all know...when you get too comfortable, you'll feel like sleeping.

So i took a nap (about an hour?)

Woke up and regretted!

Actually i can finish quite early de lor...

but i was staring at the television between 9pm-11pm.

So i ended up watching TV instead!

And Mikki was happy sleeping while i was doing my work.

He was like so cute because he rested his head on me and my dad's leg.

My dad told me that it is because he trusts us 100% that's why he can sleep even when we are touching him.

Felt so good when my dad told me that! :)

This morning, woke up to find Mikki making a mess out of everything and he woke me up.

Was so angry when i woke up quite a few times so i ordered my maid to put him in the cage at once.

Very bad hor? I also think so! xP

BUT i seriously think he should be punished! muahahaha!

Ok...below is a few photos that i took.

2 was when i was bathing him and 1 was when he was sleeping...

Waiting for my maid to come back...going to study after breakfast.

Aim to study 8 hours today..but...is it possible?!

Try my best bah...SS leh! Humanities leh!

BAD day?

2009-05-20T19:23:00.003+08:00

This morning didn't have a good sleep...
just like yesterday. :(
Then i woke up at 5.30am to find that Mikki actually SHIT and PEE in my room! *yucks*
And then he went to bite my fingers because i stop patting him. (like so what the...!Wanna sleep also cannot!)
So when i finally couldn't take it, i just simply slip my hand under the blanket! HAHA! [you all must be thinking why i didn't do it earlier right?]
Went to school and told Ms Kumari, Mrs Lim and Ms Lim that i want to drop geog elective and substitute it with history elective. However, Mrs Lim say that she'll most probably not allow! :(
Really don't want to study geography anymore! :(
But i guess i just have to trust God and see what happens! :)
Went to do NAPFA after remedial...5 stations! Really regretted pon-ing PE during NAPFA period!
Then all went well until when we came to the last station, standing board jump!
I jump like 10 plus times just to pass by 1cm!
*sigh* No more silver for me! :(
Then came home with muscle ache 'cause i think i hurt my right leg during standing board jump!
*Grr* Now i haven't even do anything and i'm blogging! AHHH~~~!!!
OKOK! Got to go !

Birthday DAY!

2009-05-19T17:37:00.006+08:00

Just right after i posted the previous post, li huan, and then shortly after, cheryl, wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY! really happy about it...haha :P
Then i went to sleep and tada! THE NEXT MORNING!
Was so surprised to see ling mei's message...i was like "WA! First time in 4 years man?!"
HAHA...feel so bad...shouldn't have reacted that way.
Then many other surprises flooded my day.
Heidi sms-ed me to wish me happy birthday as well! thanks ya! she's like the only NPCC member who wished me happy birthday through sms and she's early!

Went to school and saw the bag that Rachel they all bought for me...it was ok but a little too elegant for usual outings.

I turned around and then i saw HEIDI with MY PRESENT! A dog shirt!

Though i know dogs shouldn't wear clothes but i think it'll be a very good present since he always sneeze in air conditioned room...

Oh my! She really surprised me! :D

Then Alicia gave me a packet of dog food. (NOT FOR ME TO EAT!)

And just as i expected...many people asked me," Is it your birthday or your dog's?"

Haha! Er...MINE?!

Went home and to my "horror", found Si Yun and Yee Ru at MY house. Was not very shocked actually because lollita told me beforehand, but was super shock when lollita told me.

Then they went to play with Mikki and Mikki was on a mission, TO LICK THEIR FACE WHEN THEY'RE NOT LOOKING!

Don't mind the guy's voice...my dad was having a meeting at the same time! :P

Si Yun and Mikki

Then when they went home...i had my dinner and my COUSIN came.

Mikki, standing in the cage 'cause my aunty's scared of him!

She passed me my present and we celebrated my birthday until around 8.30pm-8.45pm.

Then when i came home today, i saw this bear and suddenly feel very sad..though it has its eyes and nose pulled out by Mikki some time ago...

Oh my! I still have homework to do! Go do homework first! post again tomorrow! NAPFA tomorrow! xP

MY BIRTHDAY GIFT!

2009-05-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

My very first post on my birthday!
and as all of you can see...it's a customized skin.
really wanna thank one person...CHERYL!
"THANK YOU SO MUCH! I REALLY LOVE IT"
Just passed 15...i'm now sweet sixteen16.
So excited to go to school tomorrow!
Want to see the dog bag that Rachel they all got for me.
This year, my birthday theme is: MIKKI.
Know it's kind of weird because people keep saying that it is my birthday not his so why buy something for him...
but you know, if you love me, you'll love him....
no matter whether you're a dog lover or not.
By the way, Mikki and I had a hair cut some time after those photos were taken.
thus, this is how we look now...
I'm going to end here since i've school tomorrow...and...
STUPID history test! GRR!!!
GOOD ~~NIGHT~~ MORNING!