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I talk to him when I'm lonesome like; and I'm sure he understands. When he looks at me so attentively, and gently licks my hands; then he rubs his nose on my tailored clothes, but I never say naught thereat. For the good Lord knows I can buy more clothes, but never a friend like that. ~W. Dayton Wedgefarth
Michelle Kwok
Sweet Sixteen.
Year 4, PHS. Class 4 Grace.
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Given as one of Michelle's birthday gift.
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Monday 18 January 2010
1/18/2010 02:20:00 pm
Today started off really nicely~! My prayer was answered. I was still able to collect my edusave scholarship, though i missed it yesterday. Really thank God for that...its $400! not $4! Before I went to collect my cheque, I told Cheryl that I'll not be going already. Since LH slept super 'early' yesterday, the trip was cancelled. I was already feeling quite guilty and so when Cheryl told me that the trip was cancelled, I felt really awful...how could I??? SORRY CHERYL #_#!! Came home, ate brunch and slack. Watched television until Rachel called. After about an hour of talking, Rachel said she had a headache and so we ended the call. While I was thinking of what to do next, I saw a notebook underneath a bible. Out of curiosity, I grabbed it and took a look at what is written inside. I was flabbergasted when I saw that there were many bible verses inside. I never knew that my bro was such a person. I mean I didn't know he was so holy and stuffs... He's probably more faithful than I am, probably trusting God more than I do, probably loving God more than I do. I don't know. It's all about JESUS! I was so shock! Then I realised that the one that I hated was probably not him... but someone else... the one that was instigating these feelings in me. I believe this is the work of JESUS... I don't know when it started... but HE probably thinks that it's time for me to know this...
It's been a long time since I've written anything on this blog. Hmm...so why pissed? Actually...I was only pissed like since an hour ago... Before I say anything, let me tell you what I've did for today? Went to church in the morning and the message for the day was really good. Came back at around 1.30pm. I was too bored that I just lied on the sofa until around 3.30pm? Then I brought mikki for a walk.... I didn't really want to at first because it was so hot and stuffy out there! But I had to... I havent been doing my part as Mikki's 'jie' and he's getting closer to my bro, especially after my bro bathed him...how irksome!!! Brought him for a walk and he was on cloud nine... While I was outside, my dad called and he was praising my bro for this and that and blaming me for this and that... he's always comparing everything that my bro does well... this whole thing of praising him and upbraiding (is there such a word?) me is driving me crazy!!! To sum it all up, he made an unnecessary call, not knowing that I HATE such things... it infuriates me! went home and watched TV...was still pissed but I thought it'll be better to just keep it inside my heart... After I calmed down, everything went back to normal again. I know that the devil's trying to make me pissed but I just can't resist it! x_x Called LiHuan and talked to her and found out that XiaXue actually gave her dog away... I was like what??? She told me that XX wrote the reasons why so I thought I'll go and see, though I'm not and will never be her fan. They were all crap...the reasons! They aren't even reasons, they're nonsense! She listed whole list of reasons that were actually the things that she should have considered. She thought she could train her dog to be the perfect dog, but even human beings can't be perfect. She said that she considered for 3 months (i think), but it's the content that matters...what did you consider? Having a dog myself, I know it's difficult! You guys know how friendly Mikki is and how uncontrollable he gets. I know how it feels to be jealous when you feel that you are not his/her everything. But so? So what? A bond is formed slowly when you see him/her do silly things and you find yourself laughing, UNEXPECTEDLY! A bond is formed slowing when you find yourself hugging him/her so tightly even when he/she stinks. A bond is formed when you forgive him/her no matter what happens. You must be receptive to receive and generous to give right? The thing that pissed me the most is when she tries to push the blame. She blames her dog for EVERYTHING! But come on, look at the root cause...YOU GOT THE DOG! Without doing much 'homework' beforehand. Everything that she wrote just shows others how selfish she is. Another thing that left me a very bad impression of her was that she uses the F word so frequently. I personally dislike vulgar people...I feel that they are very selfish because they always use those words despite the fact that most people don't like that word...especially when it's used on them. Nevertheless, that's HER blog...she can write anything she wants. She can fill the whole post with the F word...if she likes. LOL #.# HAIZ...i'm still trying to find out what's wrong with mikki and me... what did i do that made mikki turn away from me??? No matter what, I'll still love him! Will post some photos of mikki and some photos from my taiwan trip soon! B )
Wednesday was... those who were with me, you know how i felt after chem spa 3. I was so afraid that i used the wrong method for my experiment. SQ, LH, RAC and MAL said that it sounded reasonable and thus it could be accepted. However, I was still very very scared. Then before i started studying for biology spa 3 which is on Thursday, I suddenly remember that i promised DADDY that i'll surely read the bible that day. So i flipped to my daily bread and i was so comforted. It was about being FREE FROM FEAR... "Fear is Satan's primary weapon. He moves in response to fear, the way God moves in response to faith. He challenges the promises of God with it. E.g. Peter walking on water.... Faith is developed by meditating on God's word. Fear is developed by meditating on Satan's lies. Such fearful meditation is called worrying. Don't do it! The word of God is the sword of the Spirit. Use it to fight Satan every time he comes against you. Hold up your shield of faith and quench all of his fiery darts. Speak words of faith and fear will depart." [an extract from faith to faith] Then it asked me to refer to Psalm 27:
1 The LORD is my light and my salvation—
whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life—
of whom shall I be afraid? 2 When evil men advance against me
I HATE MYSELF!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR: -BEING SO SLACK -WASTING SO MUCH TIME ON BLOGGING -TAKING AFTERNOON NAPS -SLEEPING FOR EARLY DESPITE OF TAKING AFTERNOON NAPS -NOT DOING MY BEST IN ALL THAT I DO -EVERYTHING THAT'S NOT PLEASING!!! GRR!
Came home today and ate lunch until 3.30pm. Then I went to sleep till almost 5pm. Everytime I wake up after an afternoon nap, I'll feel like so guilty. But I cannot don't sleep because I always dont get a good sleep at night. Not that I dont want to but I just cant. I'll keep waking up or have lots of dreams. And now...as all of you can...I'M SLACKING! Oh no! O level's just round the corner...cannot slack le... After bathing, I'm going to do my chinese homework and see if I have somemore time for revision. I hope that I can be alert until 12am and then get super tired and just fall asleep! Then I wont have to have an afternoon nap tomorrow. Anyway, went to youtube and found this video. A bit gross? It's about 2 dogs mating...ENJOY!
BATTLES
Tuesday 26 May 2009
5/26/2009 07:45:00 pm
I believe everyone has a battle to fight. For me, it's studies. This battle is one that i can only afford to succeed, I CAN'T FAIL. I feel that i'm very slack and i'm very scared! I know that i cannot afford to be slack, but i just can't study the whole day. I know that studies is not everything, but i really want to excel in it. Haiz...but compared to people I'm not as hardworking. BUT BUT... I have one important chip in my pocket that is: JESUS! I believe he'll shower blessings and grace upon me. Not only i have a battle to fight. Mikki fought a battle as well. I call it: The Battle between Mikki and the Toilet Brush! Video of the battle below...
He was so noisy that at one point i actually chase him out of the room.
Mikki covered his eyes with the towel when i talked to him
Mikki hugging teddy bear and sleep
Mikki sleeping on my lap and his head is resting on my hand
A zoom in picture of Mikki's face